[ Itās not like heād have many secrets to keep. Eddie is an open bookāitās just hat a few o the pages are stuck together. What you see is typically what you get, but he rarely talks about himself in depth and often gets scared and thinks he can handle his problems on his own. He rarely can and heās aware that he wouldnāt have survived as long as he did back home without help.
He sighs rolls his eyes upward, either suddenly finding the ceiling very interesting or pointedly avoiding her gaze. Because she just dug right into him, and he can normally let even the most finely crafted insult roll right off his shoulders, but heād be lying if he said that didnāt sting a little bit. Math really isnāt his strongest subject unless itās tied to D&D scoring, but she didnāt need to go there and critique his relationship at the same time. ]
This is my first one, so. Still plenty of time to fuck it all up.
[ He doesnāt mean that. Steve means a lot to him, and all of this is coming from a desire not to fuck things up. Heās scaredāof what could happen and what might happen and what might not happen. It just seems like the only way any of them are going to get what they want out of this is if Eddie gets out of here too.
And that requires all three of them. ]
Iāll tell him. But if he never lets himself sleep again? I'm blaming you.
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[ Itās not like heād have many secrets to keep. Eddie is an open bookāitās just hat a few o the pages are stuck together. What you see is typically what you get, but he rarely talks about himself in depth and often gets scared and thinks he can handle his problems on his own. He rarely can and heās aware that he wouldnāt have survived as long as he did back home without help.
He sighs rolls his eyes upward, either suddenly finding the ceiling very interesting or pointedly avoiding her gaze. Because she just dug right into him, and he can normally let even the most finely crafted insult roll right off his shoulders, but heād be lying if he said that didnāt sting a little bit. Math really isnāt his strongest subject unless itās tied to D&D scoring, but she didnāt need to go there and critique his relationship at the same time. ]
This is my first one, so. Still plenty of time to fuck it all up.
[ He doesnāt mean that. Steve means a lot to him, and all of this is coming from a desire not to fuck things up. Heās scaredāof what could happen and what might happen and what might not happen. It just seems like the only way any of them are going to get what they want out of this is if Eddie gets out of here too.
And that requires all three of them. ]
Iāll tell him. But if he never lets himself sleep again? I'm blaming you.